I have been through 18 years of my life, and in about 3 month+, I am about to go through 19 years of my tough years. From a baby, I grow till now. Many painful path I have been through, and soon I am about to go through another painful path. Though it shouldn't be hard, because I have been through much more in the past. What could be more sorrowful then the 5 months that I have been through in the past. But all is the past now. It's time things get real and hard. Tomorrow is 13 dec 2010, by right the number 13 is my lucky number, so I believe the math paper should be fairly easy I really hope. Then there come 14, it's not 13 so it isn't my lucky day, but still it's a important day. Some of my friends may know why, but I am not about to say it here. If not won't it spoil the day?

But the thing is, it's special but will it be special after that day? Who know right, no one know the future. But still I am worried. Why, because things don't look good from my point of view. Really, because things don't make sense, because things I heard, because things I thought. OMG, my life is screw by my mind. HAHAHA

But the thing I wanna say to you all is that, no matter how tough it is, always keep walking, cause if you stop, you will be left behind. Because all this is part of a test in you life that make you stronger, somehow, somewhat you might not realise it yet, but one day when you look back, you will.