My header is from someone blog, just hope she won't mind. I will give credits to her for that header. =D
Finally I have reach 100view, it's good to see that my blog has been visited for a 100 times. It may not be alot, but to me it is very important.
Anyway, this fews days is like a melody to me, with some high notes and some low notes. I am seriously crazy. Officially. =(
I am writing a post on a sunday night, with a stupid headache bothering me. Won't it be even worse, when I am having a slight sore throat. OMG, having lack of sleep this fews days, maybe is this fews months. If I don't really get my sleep well, I believe I will really one day faint somewhere.
Alright, what I want to say is take care of ourself, because if you aren't well, how are you suppose to take care of others.
Friday was a normal day I would say. It was one of the high key, had greats fun with friends on tampaines. Haha. And nothing would be better that hearing a good news. I won't say bout it much, cause I had promise not to speak of it.
I couldn't sleep well, because I was too happy, and also because saturday I was going to see someone, so once I woke up, I couldn't fall back to sleep. haha. But little did I know, dark clouds are slowly approaching. Then finally it strike, I when to fetch someone without that someone knowing haha, then it's when the bad things came. I won't talk about it much because, yeah it's a sercet I could say. Upon hearing the news, I feel sad, but more importantly, is because someone else is sad. I didn't know what I could do, but just sitting there staring through space, and ask that someone don't be sad. How bad of me right haha.
That night, some friends call me for a game of 2 of dota. That someone still reply me, but after a long long long delay. I wasn't sad or wat, but a bit worry that all. Because or maybe I just trust in that someone. Because I knew that someone need some time alone.
Sometimes Love is about thinking and caring for the opposite party more than yourself. I read a poster in my aunt house and it's say when you love someone expect nothing in return, because you choose to have them not they choose to have you. Meaningful right. But I just didn't know if I can be that someone who expect nothing in return. I am definitely trying to do it and I hope I can.
In life many things happen, we usually compare ourself to others, like wow, your grade is so good, wow you got such a good girlfriend, wow you are so rich, wow and many more. But have we ever realise comparing with others, only make us sad. But that not my point, my point is don't compare with other. Because you never knew the dark side of their life. Things happen because we didn't know, and because we didn't know, we thought it didn't happen or didn't come true. But sometime is just that we didn't know it happen or come true.
Then when the moment I was about to sleep, I felt abit of sorrow. Then the next day happen, I was very worry, my cousin woke me up at 9, and usually I would ignore and go back to sleep, but the first thing I did was to check my phone, then I when back to sleep and work up at 10 to check my phone once again. I guess I was just over concern. Maybe I should relax, maybe I shouldn't care. And this sentance is so rythm, clap clap for making a nice sentance? O.o
I had lot's of fun today, but I guess I was abit worry and therefore I think too much and become abit emotional, or maybe I was very tired, as you know I haven't have a good nights sleep just yet. Had a nap at 8-11pm, and I have this werid dream which is fading away. But I dream about something, about someone. =) Kk, let's not talk about it. That all for today, I am off to bed.
Every passing second, is making me worry more and more....