My header is from someone blog, just hope she won't mind. I will give credits to her for that header. =D
Finally I have reach 100view, it's good to see that my blog has been visited for a 100 times. It may not be alot, but to me it is very important.
Anyway, this fews days is like a melody to me, with some high notes and some low notes. I am seriously crazy. Officially. =(
I am writing a post on a sunday night, with a stupid headache bothering me. Won't it be even worse, when I am having a slight sore throat. OMG, having lack of sleep this fews days, maybe is this fews months. If I don't really get my sleep well, I believe I will really one day faint somewhere.
Alright, what I want to say is take care of ourself, because if you aren't well, how are you suppose to take care of others.
Friday was a normal day I would say. It was one of the high key, had greats fun with friends on tampaines. Haha. And nothing would be better that hearing a good news. I won't say bout it much, cause I had promise not to speak of it.
I couldn't sleep well, because I was too happy, and also because saturday I was going to see someone, so once I woke up, I couldn't fall back to sleep. haha. But little did I know, dark clouds are slowly approaching. Then finally it strike, I when to fetch someone without that someone knowing haha, then it's when the bad things came. I won't talk about it much because, yeah it's a sercet I could say. Upon hearing the news, I feel sad, but more importantly, is because someone else is sad. I didn't know what I could do, but just sitting there staring through space, and ask that someone don't be sad. How bad of me right haha.
That night, some friends call me for a game of 2 of dota. That someone still reply me, but after a long long long delay. I wasn't sad or wat, but a bit worry that all. Because or maybe I just trust in that someone. Because I knew that someone need some time alone.
Sometimes Love is about thinking and caring for the opposite party more than yourself. I read a poster in my aunt house and it's say when you love someone expect nothing in return, because you choose to have them not they choose to have you. Meaningful right. But I just didn't know if I can be that someone who expect nothing in return. I am definitely trying to do it and I hope I can.
In life many things happen, we usually compare ourself to others, like wow, your grade is so good, wow you got such a good girlfriend, wow you are so rich, wow and many more. But have we ever realise comparing with others, only make us sad. But that not my point, my point is don't compare with other. Because you never knew the dark side of their life. Things happen because we didn't know, and because we didn't know, we thought it didn't happen or didn't come true. But sometime is just that we didn't know it happen or come true.
Then when the moment I was about to sleep, I felt abit of sorrow. Then the next day happen, I was very worry, my cousin woke me up at 9, and usually I would ignore and go back to sleep, but the first thing I did was to check my phone, then I when back to sleep and work up at 10 to check my phone once again. I guess I was just over concern. Maybe I should relax, maybe I shouldn't care. And this sentance is so rythm, clap clap for making a nice sentance? O.o
I had lot's of fun today, but I guess I was abit worry and therefore I think too much and become abit emotional, or maybe I was very tired, as you know I haven't have a good nights sleep just yet. Had a nap at 8-11pm, and I have this werid dream which is fading away. But I dream about something, about someone. =) Kk, let's not talk about it. That all for today, I am off to bed.
Every passing second, is making me worry more and more....
Monday, November 29, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
Thoughts?
My eyes see the FACT which I assume it is TRUE.
But my eyes only see the FACT and not the TRUTH.
I see the REASON behind each ACTION.
But not the ACTION behind each REASON.
My ears listen to THINGS which I believe it is the ANSWER.
But my ears don't hear the FACT produce by every STORY.
I hear the EXPLANATION behind each PROBLEM.
But not the PROBLEM resulting in an EXPLANATION.
My brain had an ANSWER which I think it is REAL.
But my brains believe the FACT which is not the ANSWER.
I think of ANSWER which is not the TRUTH.
But not the TRUTH behind each ANSWER.
My heart feel WORRY because I am CONFUSE.
But my heart still WORRY despite my TRUST.
I feel the FEAR behind every TRUTH.
But not the TRUTH creating the FEAR.
But my eyes only see the FACT and not the TRUTH.
I see the REASON behind each ACTION.
But not the ACTION behind each REASON.
My ears listen to THINGS which I believe it is the ANSWER.
But my ears don't hear the FACT produce by every STORY.
I hear the EXPLANATION behind each PROBLEM.
But not the PROBLEM resulting in an EXPLANATION.
My brain had an ANSWER which I think it is REAL.
But my brains believe the FACT which is not the ANSWER.
I think of ANSWER which is not the TRUTH.
But not the TRUTH behind each ANSWER.
My heart feel WORRY because I am CONFUSE.
But my heart still WORRY despite my TRUST.
I feel the FEAR behind every TRUTH.
But not the TRUTH creating the FEAR.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
LOVE?
Drinking a thick ice Milo, writing my own post. Yesterday, I took a walk to Down Town East from my home, then to White Sand. Took a stroll around my secondary and primary school neighborhood. Feeling tired. I had been thinking about much stuff as I walk. I wonder what make you love a person. Their looks? Their character? Or is it just the feeling you get when you are with them?
I am puzzled, lurking around my neighborhood, searching for an answer. I am still learning in progress.
But before I tell you my thought, let me have some story time. =)
My heartbeat is starting to slow down, slowly but surely. Day by day has passed by and I and feeling more tired. Will I one day just disappear from this world?
Time is precious, every second count.
Tick-tock, tick-tock, the clock is ticking. Once there was this boy, he has this believe that he is still young and his life won't end so soon. So he spent his life playing and fooling around. He never studies hard thus his grade was not that good. But his parent was good to him, never did they pressure him. Still this boy was not happy, because he felt his parent has neglected him. He has friends but he always feel he is not welcome, but still he always crack funny joke to spice up the mood. He love to play computer games, and that was his life. He was often called the lone ranger. Because he was always emoing in his own lonely world.
One day his girlfriend broke up with him, not actually broke up but just asking for a break, because she need time to study for the up-coming exam. He didn't believe, and began to think.
While he was walking home, it started to rain, but still he carry on walking. He felt so down. He keeps saying to himself, "Why is my life so sad".
Then BANG! Came a loud crash.
That young boy fell on the ground. Every passing second his heartbeat started to slow down.
He passed out!
It's not the end yet, don't stop reading. ;)
That boy re-awake, but not as a human being, but as a sprit. Then an angel came and told him, do you want to know why your life is so sorrowful?
Yes please the boy said.
The angel flicks his finger and brought him to his funeral. He saw his parent crying. Only at that very moment he realizes, sometime LOVE doesn't need to show. That was his first sorrow the angel said.
Next, with another flick. The angel brought him to his girlfriend house. He realizes that his girlfriend was crying. Crying because she loves him. Then he realizes LOVE is also about trusting each other. That was his second sorrow.
Last, the angel flick again. This time the angel bought him to his past. He saw his best friend apologies to the teacher. His friend said: "It was not his fault, it was mine. He didn't copy my work; it was I who copied his." Upon hearing this he realize LOVE come in all kind of shape and size, but more importantly LOVE come from the heart. That was his last sorrow.
The little boy vanishes and thus this marks the end of this tale.
In life sometime we didn't realize the little things that other do for us. Because we aren’t there, we didn't know. And because we didn't know, we began to having funny thoughts and do funny stuff. But we fail to realize what good things other had done for us, that little stuff that we never had realized. So what is my thought?
Hmmm, that a good question.
I am puzzled, lurking around my neighborhood, searching for an answer. I am still learning in progress.
But before I tell you my thought, let me have some story time. =)
My heartbeat is starting to slow down, slowly but surely. Day by day has passed by and I and feeling more tired. Will I one day just disappear from this world?
Time is precious, every second count.
Tick-tock, tick-tock, the clock is ticking. Once there was this boy, he has this believe that he is still young and his life won't end so soon. So he spent his life playing and fooling around. He never studies hard thus his grade was not that good. But his parent was good to him, never did they pressure him. Still this boy was not happy, because he felt his parent has neglected him. He has friends but he always feel he is not welcome, but still he always crack funny joke to spice up the mood. He love to play computer games, and that was his life. He was often called the lone ranger. Because he was always emoing in his own lonely world.
One day his girlfriend broke up with him, not actually broke up but just asking for a break, because she need time to study for the up-coming exam. He didn't believe, and began to think.
While he was walking home, it started to rain, but still he carry on walking. He felt so down. He keeps saying to himself, "Why is my life so sad".
Then BANG! Came a loud crash.
That young boy fell on the ground. Every passing second his heartbeat started to slow down.
He passed out!
It's not the end yet, don't stop reading. ;)
That boy re-awake, but not as a human being, but as a sprit. Then an angel came and told him, do you want to know why your life is so sorrowful?
Yes please the boy said.
The angel flicks his finger and brought him to his funeral. He saw his parent crying. Only at that very moment he realizes, sometime LOVE doesn't need to show. That was his first sorrow the angel said.
Next, with another flick. The angel brought him to his girlfriend house. He realizes that his girlfriend was crying. Crying because she loves him. Then he realizes LOVE is also about trusting each other. That was his second sorrow.
Last, the angel flick again. This time the angel bought him to his past. He saw his best friend apologies to the teacher. His friend said: "It was not his fault, it was mine. He didn't copy my work; it was I who copied his." Upon hearing this he realize LOVE come in all kind of shape and size, but more importantly LOVE come from the heart. That was his last sorrow.
The little boy vanishes and thus this marks the end of this tale.
In life sometime we didn't realize the little things that other do for us. Because we aren’t there, we didn't know. And because we didn't know, we began to having funny thoughts and do funny stuff. But we fail to realize what good things other had done for us, that little stuff that we never had realized. So what is my thought?
Hmmm, that a good question.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Believing Is Key
*Yawn Yawn*
What a way to start a post :P
Believing in DREAM;
Believing in FATE;
Believing in LUCK;
Believing in LOVE;
Believing in MONEY;
Believing in FREIENDSHIP;
All this can be lacking, but you can't STOP Believing in YOURSELF
In life there are sure to going to be up and down.
Think I say it before, so just be patient with me.
Life is full of up and down like a binary code. But then is all those up and down that get the job done. Same as life, those up and down are those that mold us to become a better person.
Like all stuff have their good and bad. Life has it's up and down so don't be dishearted by those minor blunders you did.
Why would people stop believing in themself?
Hmmm, that a pretty good question.
Usually is due to a lack of confidence. Some face rejection in life, some face many negative comment and some even been mock by others. This are some reason, but I would say too much because it defer from person to person.
But to believe in yourself, you need to gain confidence. Like a post I once posted, IMPOSSIBLE = I M POSSIBLE. Keep telling yourself you can do it and soon you will gain the strength and confidence and start believing in yourself.
Believing is key, as long as you believe, nothing will be impossible.
Remenber, think positive, that the first step in believing yourself. Jia you, you can do it. :)
What a way to start a post :P
Believing in DREAM;
Believing in FATE;
Believing in LUCK;
Believing in LOVE;
Believing in MONEY;
Believing in FREIENDSHIP;
All this can be lacking, but you can't STOP Believing in YOURSELF
In life there are sure to going to be up and down.
Think I say it before, so just be patient with me.
Life is full of up and down like a binary code. But then is all those up and down that get the job done. Same as life, those up and down are those that mold us to become a better person.
Like all stuff have their good and bad. Life has it's up and down so don't be dishearted by those minor blunders you did.
Why would people stop believing in themself?
Hmmm, that a pretty good question.
Usually is due to a lack of confidence. Some face rejection in life, some face many negative comment and some even been mock by others. This are some reason, but I would say too much because it defer from person to person.
But to believe in yourself, you need to gain confidence. Like a post I once posted, IMPOSSIBLE = I M POSSIBLE. Keep telling yourself you can do it and soon you will gain the strength and confidence and start believing in yourself.
Believing is key, as long as you believe, nothing will be impossible.
Remenber, think positive, that the first step in believing yourself. Jia you, you can do it. :)
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Bought A New Earpiece
That all I have to say for today. Read someone blog, and I felt so... I also don't know why. Anyway I won't say who but this post is use for future usage. Because I am storing today date and time in this post as to do something next time. Which I know it'll be a awesome post but I ran out of idea. So cya. :))
Finally have an idea on 14/11/2010 and so as promise, here is my post to a special someone.
Sometime in life, you may feel lost.
In reality, feeling lost is normal.
Eventually, you will find someone.
Who will bring you out of your funny little world.
Time will heal your empty heart.
Indrani will be there for you.
Not to forget, I be there too.
Girl be strong, your friends are there also.
Impress by your feeling and courage.
All I could say was.
Meeting you is a blessing.
In my heart, you are priceless.
Not to boast, but it's a fact.
Looking at you, make my day.
Only if I could see you everyday.
Viewing your blog, make me want to care for you.
Everyday I just can't stop thinking about you.
With you by my side.
It will be the most happiest thing.
That feeling can't be describe.
Hope you will feel the same way too.
You're special to me.
One of a kind.
Unconsciously, I have fallen for you.
Music Playlist at MixPod.com
Finally have an idea on 14/11/2010 and so as promise, here is my post to a special someone.
Sometime in life, you may feel lost.
In reality, feeling lost is normal.
Eventually, you will find someone.
Who will bring you out of your funny little world.
Time will heal your empty heart.
Indrani will be there for you.
Not to forget, I be there too.
Girl be strong, your friends are there also.
Impress by your feeling and courage.
All I could say was.
Meeting you is a blessing.
In my heart, you are priceless.
Not to boast, but it's a fact.
Looking at you, make my day.
Only if I could see you everyday.
Viewing your blog, make me want to care for you.
Everyday I just can't stop thinking about you.
With you by my side.
It will be the most happiest thing.
That feeling can't be describe.
Hope you will feel the same way too.
You're special to me.
One of a kind.
Unconsciously, I have fallen for you.
Music Playlist at MixPod.com
Monday, November 1, 2010
Let's Move On !!!
Young as I can be, I have been through alot.
And today I feel that it's time for me to move on.
Now Let me began.
Have you ever felt regret?
Unhappy about your life?
And feeling emptiness in your heart?
I know how you feel, because that what I had felt for the past days.
Knowing the truth, wasn't always a good idea.
Nevertheless, we have to face it, because this is life.
Only by facing it, you can overcome it.
Will you want to live in the dark forever?
You won't want to right?
Open up your heart and face it.
Usually you will feel much happier and relieved.
Well, that what happen to me.
On 30/10/2010, I heard about something that make me super depress.
Not only depress, I also felt lost and confuse.
Truth are always pain to hear, but then it's those that make us stronger.
Forgetting the pain and moving on is usually the hard part.
Once you pass that stage, the things ahead will be easy.
Really?
Gosh, have I every lie to you?
I speak only what I felt and what I have learn.
Viewing through my thought and expressing it in words.
Everything that I wrote are all my thoughts and feeling.
My life was great and meaningful.
Everything I had gone through has make me stronger.
But remanber, never give up, never stop walking.
Ultimately, you will reach your goal.
Time taken to reach your goal differ from person to person.
Still you must be strong and never give up.
Till the end of Time.
I believe as long as you don't give up, dream will come true one day.
Life is all about facing obstacle.
Learn from it and grow.
Isn't it so true?
Anything can be overcome, as long as you believe you can.
My point is, have faith in yourself.
Great to be here.
On this planet call earth.
I am bless to be able to think.
Not only just able to think, I can also feel.
Good isn't it, and if you are reading this.
Then you are just as bless as me.
Overall, we are bless in one way or another.
Shall be happy for who you are.
And treasure those around you.
Yippie !!
So smile. :)
Others may speak negative of you.
Realising those are words that are trying to pull you down.
Reinvent yourself and not let it affect you.
You will feel much happier that way.
Music Playlist at MixPod.com
I feel that this song is very meaningful as it's lyric represent my feeling. :)
It's time for me to move on, because of this very special quote by unknown,
"The clock is running. Make the most of today. Time waits for no man. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it is called the present."
And today I feel that it's time for me to move on.
Now Let me began.
Have you ever felt regret?
Unhappy about your life?
And feeling emptiness in your heart?
I know how you feel, because that what I had felt for the past days.
Knowing the truth, wasn't always a good idea.
Nevertheless, we have to face it, because this is life.
Only by facing it, you can overcome it.
Will you want to live in the dark forever?
You won't want to right?
Open up your heart and face it.
Usually you will feel much happier and relieved.
Well, that what happen to me.
On 30/10/2010, I heard about something that make me super depress.
Not only depress, I also felt lost and confuse.
Truth are always pain to hear, but then it's those that make us stronger.
Forgetting the pain and moving on is usually the hard part.
Once you pass that stage, the things ahead will be easy.
Really?
Gosh, have I every lie to you?
I speak only what I felt and what I have learn.
Viewing through my thought and expressing it in words.
Everything that I wrote are all my thoughts and feeling.
My life was great and meaningful.
Everything I had gone through has make me stronger.
But remanber, never give up, never stop walking.
Ultimately, you will reach your goal.
Time taken to reach your goal differ from person to person.
Still you must be strong and never give up.
Till the end of Time.
I believe as long as you don't give up, dream will come true one day.
Life is all about facing obstacle.
Learn from it and grow.
Isn't it so true?
Anything can be overcome, as long as you believe you can.
My point is, have faith in yourself.
Great to be here.
On this planet call earth.
I am bless to be able to think.
Not only just able to think, I can also feel.
Good isn't it, and if you are reading this.
Then you are just as bless as me.
Overall, we are bless in one way or another.
Shall be happy for who you are.
And treasure those around you.
Yippie !!
So smile. :)
Others may speak negative of you.
Realising those are words that are trying to pull you down.
Reinvent yourself and not let it affect you.
You will feel much happier that way.
Music Playlist at MixPod.com
I feel that this song is very meaningful as it's lyric represent my feeling. :)
It's time for me to move on, because of this very special quote by unknown,
"The clock is running. Make the most of today. Time waits for no man. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it is called the present."
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