First thing first, blogger has change so much till I don't even know how to use it. :(
It's been 5 Months, I think I believe, I assume? O.o
Since that incident, I have change quite a bit. I guess is not quite a bit but quite a BIG change. Haha.
This post shall serve as a guideline for the future me.
So here I go.
Is 5 month really enough to forgot someone something somestuff. Maybe? NOT. Haha. During the first few month, I really hope that things will change, hope that she will be back. True enough, a month later. She text me, my friends told me not to message her, but I still did. I was actually hoping we be back together. Haha. I didn't told anyone about that because they would just say how stupid I was. But its was all a lie, we can never be back together at all. It's just my wishful thinking, at least she seem happy now. I guess I am not a good guy, I am not humorous, I am not funny, I am boring. So ya, you get that point right?
Guess you mean, lack of confidence in yourself? Hmmm, guess you are right. Haha. But why? You didn't know how hurt I was, I thought I can move on. I meet a girl, get her number, chat with her. Keep telling myself, as long as I can get a GF, my confidence will be back. But NO, this isn't the right way, you can't force stuff like this. The girl I met, she cute and funny. But deep down, she isn't my type I guess? And so am I for her. I am been selfish here, trying to change my attention away. Haha. But true enough, my attention really did shifted. I don't think of my past that much anymore but still the damage is done. It won't be heal so fast. You know what I mean. So I am still searching for a GF, I think so? But for what? That I don't know.
I know I know, you don't need a GF.You just need a girl who you can chat with and shout all you one? Maybe. But still sometimes, I still think about what I could do with a GF. Haha. But still, I think I am talking crap so I will stop my stupid crappy story here. Guess no one will see it too. I am the invisible man remember? No one care. Haha. Because I can't really start a good conversation well and thus you know what I mean.
NEXT! Today main purpose is not about my story, but what I am going to say nextttt.
Alright, After sometime of thinking, I realise Love is just like dyeing your hair?
At first, you are single, with black hair. Then you saw this special someone and she/he was added to you life. Like dyeing your hair. Adding colors to your life? But it won't last long, as color will soon be push out by the growing black hair. Right? It's it like a relationship, slowly fading away? True, some people will last forever and ever and married each other but do wait. I haven't end my story yet. But a relationship need to be maintain like how you maintain your hair, using conditional and color protection shampoo. This help to make the relationship last longer, true right since you maintain your hair so the color will last longer. Make sense? But then no matter how you maintain it, there will be some major problem. Like how your black hair will always grow out no matter what. This is when you have to choose, to cut away the color hair so your hair will remain in the same color, in this case black. This mean a break up of course. But you can also re-dye your hair and carry on this relationship, re-dyeing your hair is just like you solving a problem in your relationship. Problem always will come, this is part of a relationship, but it's up to you, up to how you maintain and solve your problem. Don't wait till it's too late and boom, a cut is a must. :((
To all couple out there, cherish your partner. Maintain it and remember it's your effort, your choice which decide how the relationship go about. Haha. Enjoy.
I never double check this post so, mistake is a sure thing and of course it might not make sense because, I am not thinking. Haha. Trolleeddd :P